Yes933 recording - 24 Jun 2010

Dai and Yuan Shuai went for recording at 6pm. HuiSi was at the radio gate and she saw Dai. She called for a few times but I didn't notice it because my phone was on silent mode. When I saw so many missed calls, I panicked and quickly call her back. She said she wanted to pass the phone to Dai, but I didn't answer the call. Tears rolled down my cheeks. How silly I was to leave my phone on silent mode! It was the first time I have so many missed calls and it's the most important moment. Sigh.

HuiSi told me that Dai ate the cookies we gave him. I was happy to hear that. She also said that she has helped me passed message to Dai, telling him that I miss him. You know what his reply was? "ohhh.. 这个fiona啊，每次都说她很想念我." What does he mean? I interpreted it as it's nothing special that she miss me. I know I might think too much, but I can't help it. He was laughing when he said that lor, and the fans laughed along with him. Does that mean that he takes me as a joke? Do you know how sad I was when I heard that? I controlled my tears because I'm in the public having dinner with my friend. I don't want my friend to worry about me. After we ended the call, I still continue to talk and laugh along with my friend, but in my heart I was already crying.

When I reached home, Anollec called me. She told me not to be upset over it, as I might misunderstood his meaning. I can't help but start crying. I tried so hard to control, but I can't. Tears just keep falling. She told me to tink of those happy times with him. Tinking of the happy times make me cry even harder. On 19 Jun, he just told me he knows that I missed him and he seems to be quite happy over it, but now he is laughing at me for always missing him. I no longer understand him anymore. How much I can still trust him? Now, I don't even know when is he truthful with his words.

I'm feeling so terrible, I just need to get it off my chest. I wrote him a message on his blog and baidu. Hoping he will give me a response.

He don't know how much he has hurt me.

Scape Opening - 19 Jun 2010

Bought this cookie for my beloved, Dai. When I gave it to him, I asked him to read the words that were written on the cookie. He read "I will always you." He missed out the "love"! I pointed at the "love" and said “还有这个”. He smiled and looked at me and said "love you", my heart melted immediately!

This is the sweetest bread I've ever ate! Dai afraids that we'll be hungry so he went to buy breads for us! He, himself haven't even eat dinner, but he bought breads for us. So sweet of him!

Look at how cute he is! Hees. We were chatting and he suddenly said “我有看到你在我的部落格写的留言，我知道你很想我。”I replied “嗯。你也要想我哦。” He nodded and replied "好" with a smile. He said he will miss me too! You don't know how happy I was! I felt like I can fly to the sky at that point of time. He is just so sweet!

I looked awful in this pic, but he is so handsome, so I posted it here.

Looked at how much he has sweated! That day was so hot lor, somemore he wore shirt! So 可怜. I was trying my best to fan him but I doubt I got make a diff la. It's the tot that counts, right? Hees.

Group photo with DAInamics.

After event, went dinner with some of the DAInamics. I didn't order any food, I only ate the sweet sweet bread from Dai. Together with Sharon, Angela and HuiSi, we went to eat ice cream! Nice ice cream! On the way home with Sharon and Angela, we chatted all sort of nonsense. Fun girls! Love hanging out with them!

I really have a very wonderful day with Dai!!!

戴，谢谢你！

I had a wonderful evening with dai.
I had a wonderful nite with e gals.
but im so tired, let me update e details another day. =P

Sex & the City 2 - 12 Jun 2010

Dinner was fried fish bee hoon! Yummy!

After dinner, we went for our movie.

Sex & the City 2 was nice!

Lotsa of handsome hunks! Hees.

Bought the same blouse as HuiSi.

Zzenists Gathering - 5 Jun 2010

Met up with a few crazy zzenists for steamboat at Bugis on 5 June, it was an enjoyable day! We ate alot alot and we have lotsa fun chatting and laughing! After dinner, we went to the nearby library to do some stuff for Zzen. It was reallie a fun process while doing it. Haha.

Zzen saw the pictures and video, he was very touched by all of you! Thanks to those who attended the events and put in your effort when doing things for Zzen. I really appreciate it! Loves.

A place for betta health

A place where I hope it can leads me to a better health.

I have serious backaches problem since poly and it haven't been cured yet. Recently went to see a specialist and he recommended me to go for physiotherapy. Each session is only 30 mins and it costs 40 bucks. But I do feel betta aft each session. Therapist tot me a few exercises, so I gotta do it every nite b4 I slp. Hopefully aft a few sessions I will reallie bcum betta.

One gd ting is tt, my therapist, Leslie, nt bad looking, his side view looks like 张智霖. Woot~ It gave me more motivation to go to physiotherapy. Haha.

I miss this baka!!!

This baka made me cried cos I miss him too much!!!



My tears flowed endlessly when I watched this video. I miss him. This wasn't the first time I cried bcos I miss him. In fact, there were a few nights I cried to sleep bcos I miss him too much. It's glad to see he didn't change much. His hair still as long, his facial hair still not shaved. Haha. I'm so happy to know he is doing well.

But Jin, too much of sexiness is a nono. I can't take it. You're mine, so don't be too close with the female dancer! Hees. I love you.