Tipsy Love by Jin

Love tis song:


You got me tipsy, baby..

Alrite, will call u baby frm nw onwards. Hehe.

Voting for e man who is most suitable to wear hat

2010年度『最も帽子が似合う有名人』
順 位	男性の部	順 位	女性の部
１	赤西 仁 さん（KAT-TUN）	１	安室 奈美恵 さん
２	堂本 剛 さん（KinKi Kids）	２	西野 カナ さん
３	亀梨 和也 さん（KAT-TUN）	３	倖田 來未 さん
４	今井 翼 さん（タッキー&翼）	４	ベッキー さん
５	堂本 光一 さん（KinKi Kids）	５	上戸 彩 さん
６	松本 潤 さん（嵐）	６	黒木 メイサ さん
７	中居 正広 さん（SMAP）	７	浜崎 あゆみ さん
８	木村 拓哉 さん（SMAP）	８	木村 カエラさん
９	滝沢 秀明 さん（タッキー&翼）	９	北川 景子 さん
１０	福山 雅治 さん	１０	綾瀬 はるか さん
上位男女各１０名を発表致しました！

Tis is e voting result for e first stage, I believe he will b e overall winner agn. Hehe.

Jin's coin pouch costs JPY4830

e coin pouch tt he recently carried wif him.

It's not cheap either, JPY4830 (SGD77)!!! Coin pouch only lehs.. So ex..

Jin's slippers costs JPY11,239

Jin loves to wear e slippers everywhr he goes.

A simple looking slippers costs JPY11,239 (SGD180)!!! So expensive can!!!

I tink my most expensive shoes costs e most SGD50? Slippers e most costs SGD20. I can buy a few pairs of shoes with SGD180!!! He is damn rich la!

My sexy man

2006 Utawara Solo Part - Haha:


2006 Real Face Concert Solo Part - Pinky:


2006 Dream Boys Concert Solo Part - Sore Zore no Omoi:


Alrite, nw pls call e ambulance for me. Lotsa blood lost due to Jin's sexiness. *cont bleeding*

Jin, I'm back..

It has been almost half a year that I hv been avoiding tings related to e man I love e most.

Perhaps u might tot tt e man I love e most is Dai, nope tts nt true. It's normal for u to misunderstand, cos I myself also misunderstood tt Dai has replaced him. I reallie tot aft dese few mths tt I havent been looking into tings related to him, n oso putting so much attention to Dai, Dai has replaced him, but it doesn't seems like it. No matter how much attention I hv been putting on Dai, occasionally I still tink of him. Whenever I tink of him, I will cry. I meant tt I reallie cried hard. It's ridiculous tt I hv nv meet tis man in my real life but he is able to drive me crazy. Frens ard me tot tt I'm reallie insane n were reallie worried abt me. I'm sori tt I've caused dem to worry so much abt me but feeling is sumting u culdn't control.

Since 23 Apr 2007, I've fall in love wif tis man, Akanishi Jin, Jap singer. He debuted in 22 Mar 2006 with another 5 members as a group, KAT-TUN. I reallie tink it's fated tt I wuld fall in love wif him. I've nv been interested in Jap industry. My sis used to admire a few Jap idols, but tt time I laughed at her n said "Dun b silly to like Jap idols, dey r so far away, u can't even c dem, hear dem or touch dem in real life."

One day my sis told me tt she went to her fren hse n e TV was playing a Jap gangster drama n dere were alot of handsome actors in it. I noe tt one of my fren does watch Jap drama, so I described tis drama to her n she passed e drama discs to me. She is unsure whether tt is e drama tt my sis is toking abt but tis show reallie hv quite a few handsome actors in it. I brought it hm n watched it wif me sis, "AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! It's tis show!!!" Indeed, my sis has a gd taste, dey r quite gd looking. The first scene tt Jin appeared in already attracted my attention. To me it's gd drama, n I quite like e actor but I dunno who he is so I didn't bother much abt it. Den one dae in sch, I took e newspaper which was left on e table by sumone n read it. "Ah! Isn't tis e guy?!" He appeared in e newspaper n e title was "Bad boy Jin rejoins band." I hv owaes like bad boys so e word "bad boy" reallie draws my attention to it. Frm e article, i got to noe a little info abt him n I went to e internet n searched abt him.

Here is e first vid tt I hv watched:


I was v impressed wif his high pitch. I melted e moment I hear it. Doesn't it sound beautiful? Hees.

Jin has reallie brightened up my life. Aft noeing Jin, I hv learnt how to laugh. Whenever it's abt Jin, I'll definitely reveal a smile. It's onli until last yr, sept, I cried v v v hard. It's e first time I was mad upset wif him.

R u able to accept e man u love doing tis? Even if u noe tis is jus for work? I can't. I seriously can't. In 2008, Jin's buddy, Yamapi, did a shot for the mag, Anan. When I saw it, I was praying hard tt Jin wun b e nxt one on tis mag. But I guessed god didn't hear my prayer. When I saw e photo on e internet, I cried v v v hard. Tts e first time I cried in front of my family. Dey tot wad happened tt can make me cried so hard. When my sis noe e reason for me crying so hard, she gave me a disgusted look. She reallie tinks tt i'm insane. e reason I cried was bcos I dun wan to share my hubby's body wif e whole world female! At tt pt of time, my tot is "He is onli mine!". Yupp, it's crazy, but tts how much I love him.

I took abt a mth time b4 I recovered frm tis hurtful incident n I continued loving him. Den half a yr ago, he hurt me agn.

KAT-TUN has finally decided for an Asia concert tour, n I was v excited abt it cos I tot I can finally see him. But tt man wasn't gg to joined e members in e concert tour. He is gg to LA to hv his solo concerts n KAT-TUN decided to continue e concert w/o him. Jin is v into western culture. He even went to LA for half a yr to study aboard. Till nw, he is still into western culture. When he chose to go LA for his solo concerts instead of joining KAT-TUN for deir first Asia concert tour, all e fans started badmouthing abt him. I dun even dare to step into e forum to tae a look cos it reallie hurt me alot seeing fans badmouthing e man who i loved e most. I decided to stop seeing his news until his solo concerts is over.

But aft his concerts ended, dere came another shocking news. Tis news was told by my fren, cos I didn't go into e forum at all. I broke dwn when I heard "Jin is outta KAT-TUN." Jin's agent, Johnny, annouced tt Jin will b cont his career in LA n KAT-TUN will nt wait for him. Frm nw on, KAT-TUN is no longer 6 persons. Tell me, how am I gg to accept tis news? To me, KAT-TUN has to b 6 persons, 缺一不可. KAT-TUN isn't KAT-TUN anymore if dere isn't 6 persons. KAT-TUN is made up of e 6 members name, Kamenashi, Akanishi, Taguchi, Takana, Ueda n Nakamaru. Dey each represents an alphabet in e grp name! How can dey kicked Jin outta KAT-TUN n still called demselves KAT-TUN?! It's ridiculous! KAT-TUN is nothing w/o Jin. I was v angry at KT-TUN, dey said, dey r ok to b w/o Jin. U guys r members, soulmates, best frens, how culd u said tt to hurt Jin? KAT-TUN was formed in 2001, Jin has be wif dem for 10 yrs n dey said dey r ok w/o Jin. Dey broke Jin's hrt, dey broke my hrt. I culdn't accept e fact tt Jin is outta KAT-TUN. I run awae frm e reality. I was such a coward.

W/o KT-TUN, will Jin b happy? Will he b ok? He is owaes quiet when he is in front of camera, onli wif his members he will b more comfortable. I'm so worried for him but I shld hv confident in him.
But I gonna miss all dose times when KAT-TUN was together as one.

I gonna miss how he bullies his members:


How mean he was to his members:


How dey love to disturb each other's solo part in e concert:


e moments i'll miss e most is akakame moments. Akame is made up wif AKAnishi + KAMEnashi. It's a couple nick for dem. I love how dey interact wif each other. Dey r jus like a couple to me. A lovely couple tt meant for each other. I wasn't jealous of tt cos I noe Jin is v happy when he is wif Kame.

Lovely Akame moments:


Tinking of all dese wonderful moments tt wun happen agn drain awae all my strength. I was so afraid to lose dem tt I run awae frm e news. Act like I hv nv heard e news at all.

I dunno y Jin chose LA over KAT-TUN. I was reallie upset by his decision. But when dere is love, dere is forgiveness.

I tink half a yr of running awae frm e reality is long enuf. I shld face e reality nw. It's hurtful but it's e fact. I reallie miss my man alot n decided tt I shld go back to him.

Jin, i'm back..

I miss this baka!!!

This baka made me cried cos I miss him too much!!!



My tears flowed endlessly when I watched this video. I miss him. This wasn't the first time I cried bcos I miss him. In fact, there were a few nights I cried to sleep bcos I miss him too much. It's glad to see he didn't change much. His hair still as long, his facial hair still not shaved. Haha. I'm so happy to know he is doing well.

But Jin, too much of sexiness is a nono. I can't take it. You're mine, so don't be too close with the female dancer! Hees. I love you.

HOTTEST MAG - AN.AN 1677 Issue

"An.An" latest issue is out today.
I think Kinokuniya's hotline will explode soon.
So when will the magazine arrive in Singapore?
I think it gonna be out of stock as soon as it arrive.
You better grab it quick if you want.
And please prepare a box of tissue if you're reading it.
You gonna nosebleed like nobody business.
I will help you to call the ambulance if you need.

Though I don't wish to share this news,
But I did because I'm so proud of him.
As long as it is something he wants,
I will always support him even if it hurts me.

Because I'm a fool, the only thing I think about is him.
He probably don't even know my heart.
And I'm sure he has no thoughts of me.
But for me, I spend my days thinking about him.
Just looking at all his news, is happiness to me.
Even if he don't know my feelings, I still love him.
All alone, crying for him. All alone, missing for him.
Even though I can never have him, I need him, I want him.
I plead and again I plead.
Everything means nothing, if I ain't got him.